My bro brought my mum and I out..first went visiting den went to IMM, best denki..bought 2 things..one is for me and the other my brother..spent quite a lot of money den we went to eat..nice dinner. Im going Sinta tomorrow..somehow..I feel that I should..no..I must bring my discman..or else I will feel either pissed or upset..so deal with it. Whatever it is..I don't wish to say anything..I don't wish to show my unhappiness..I don't wish to interfere with you guys..in the first place...I don't wish to know anything concerning that matter cos it sucks. I have to tolerate it for another few more months..and I say goodbye. I don't wish to have any contacts from my secondary school after my O levels this year..cos..it seems pointless for me to contact anyone..i'll pop by the band room once in a while I guess..thats all im gonna do. Nothing is worth keeping close to my heart...cos it's been hurt so many times...till there's no more strength to trust anymore..till my heart no longer beat when it hears things that it does not want to..it simply dies off...